let's check. i last blogged on july. it has been four months.. and i must say, things have changed and it's amazing how four months could do. ;)
i predicted that my first sem would be so bad.. scary.. and lonely. it would be the first time to be in a class without any fellow nerdlings. i thought i would be so alone. i wasn't even excited on the first day. but i guess i was wrong. i was not that bad ...and i wasn't that alone. :) i have my blockmates before. i never thought that i would get along with them. i never thought that i would find a twin -- nyahaha! really. her name is nina. and it's weird because everybody kept on calling me "nina". "twins mo?!" would be the question that is never absent during new acquaintances. we've been blockmates since first year college and it's just now that we get to spend a lot of time together. we call each other "twin", hehehe. and it's not just nina, lovella or "love" also became a friend. then the three of us have spent the first sem together. we're often called "charlie's angels". nyahaha. so, i wasn't alone. i have friends. and i'm thankful that i do have friends in this block. it's okay that i don't have any barkada. at least i have friends, i just hope that i am not wrong in thinking that they are true. but about barkada, i know the nerdz are my barkada. it's just that we don't have the same time to be together all the time. but i am cool with it.
my blockmates? hmmm.. they're cool. i like them. silent & behave, yet so wild & outgoing. i met lots of new faces because of this reshuffling of blocks. i met different kinds of personalities. i've learned a lot from them. one thing i've learned from someone is to value & appreciate my life. but this is really different this time. it's like i've encountered so sO many people who'd say that i should appreciate my life and what i have but i never really took their words seriously.. not until now. i am appreciating my life now. i am quite happy. :) for the past months, i have learned to love my life, with all its simplicity. and i am so glad that somebody made me realize that. i am so thankful. i just hope this person knows it..
i read the past blogs. well, basta. that was before, everything's somehow different now.. different good. ;)
i just hope this feeling of contentment -- contented of how i am, of my friends, of my block, of my performance in school, of my family, etc -- will stay for good. . . because feeling so down and low really is difficult for me. i don't want to go back to that feeling anymore.. which really scares me.. because it's the start of the second sem. i wonder if things would still be the same. yeah, "fear of the unknown" is what it's called. i guess. i just hope things will go well. :) uhmm.. during the first sem, i didn't notice how nice it went through. i only realized it when it was over. that sucks. basta, more sacrifices & hard work is coming. hope everything goes well. :D
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