friends come. friends go. that's the way it goes. no matter how wonderful the friendship started, sometimes it is just bound to end. and you know what makes it more despicable -- promising to be always friends but in the end, you'll see yourselves walk in different paths.. when the sudden change of treatment comes. with just a snap, this friend treats you so badly and you don't even know why. while you're doing your very best to keep what's left of that friendship, when you've done everything you could, the other just somehow doesn't give a damn.

i believe that friendship is a two-way process. it cannot be to have only one fighting for it. it loses the very essence of friendship. so in that case, if one is not willing to work over that frienship and if there's nothing more you could do about it to convince that friend to fight -- then i guess, that's where friendship ends.

it's sad and painful but there's nothing you could do but to accept..

You called me from the room in your hotel
All full of romance for someone that you'd met
And telling me how sorry you were
Leaving so soon
And that you'll miss me sometimes
When you're alone in your room
Do I feel lonely too?

You have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
I can't go on, holding on to time
Now that we're living separate lives

I have learned to let you go
And if you lost your love for me
You never let it show
There was no way to compromise
So now we're living
Now we're living separate lives

Ooh, it's so difficult
Love leads to isolation
So you build that wall
So you build that wall
And you make it stronger

You have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
Some day I might
I just might find myself looking in your eyes
But for now,
We'll go on living separate lives
Yes for now,
We'll go on living separate lives
Separate lives...
Separate lives...

this is so damn hard..